Been a while...

I can't believe I last posted in August... Since then, a lot has happened for me:

1. I've moved out into my own apartment, by the riverside.
2. I was diagnosed with a severe gastroparesis.
3. I passed the year as a merit student.
4. I was diagnosed with autonomic dysfunction and a persistent low blood pressure.
5. I got a new gastroenterologist!

I think that's quite enough for now, even though I'm sure there's more things. I would include the fact that my arthrodesis was unsuccessful, but it's not something that's "happened" as such, more something that hasn't happened! 

The best thing for me has been moving out. I do miss my family, but I love it. I live right by the river and there's a beach downstairs, even though it's not the type I can imagine myself sunbathing on! 

The biggest thing has been the diagnosis of gastroparesis. I had so much trouble with my old consultant thinking I was anorexic and asking me really leading questions and making clear, assumptive statements about my weight loss. My new gastroenterologist was on the verge of making the same conclusions, but I was saved (even though it's not a good thing) by the gastric emptying study. There was no transit within the timeframe and finally, anorexia is out of the picture. Similarly, I have a colonic dysmotility and a probably small bowel dysmotility too.

Apart from the wobble we had with almost going down the anorexia road, my new gastroenterologist and I get on really well. He is a really lovely person and the centre I go to happens to be a reasonable distance from my home and is also one of very few specialist centres in the country. When I undergo my small bowel manometry and if I do have small bowel dysmotility, then it's likely that parenteral nutrition will be used to bring my weight and nutritional status up. If my small bowel is still functional to some degree, then I think we're looking at jejunal feeding. I think I'll post separately about my feelings towards this, for fear that this post could get too long! 

As for my autonomic nervous system... I've started on two new drugs for it and am not really doing much better. They can increase the dose of the latest one, but I have to wait a few weeks to let it really work, before they can adjust it. I love my neurologist too - he's absolutely hilarious and we always end up making jokes and laughing through the appointments, which is always pleasant! 

Anyway, my studies haven't been going so well lately. I've taken lots of time off and have so much to catch up on. I've been feeling a bit down, emotionally and physically, but I hope I'll bounce back soon.