Big update!

I can't believe I haven't posted for such a long time! Hope everyone had a great Christmas, I certainly had a good time with my family and boyfriend. We went to a Chinese buffet restaurant and we really enjoyed ourselves for the festive period. My boyfriend stayed over and it was just a lovely, cosy, time together.

As for a health update, I have recently been diagnosed with a platelet disorder of an unknown aetiology. At the moment, we don't know what the exact disorder is, but my platelets don't aggregate in the way they should; in fact, they don't seem to aggregate much at all. My Hb levels are extremely low, hovering around the 7g/dl mark and as such I am due to have some transfusions this week or next.

Surgery is also taking place for me on Wednesday, 6th February, and I'll be inpatient for at least four days. We planned this before learning of the coagulation problems and my extremely low Hb levels, so I'm presuming I'll be in there for at least a week. Not sure though, but I hope to be blogging during my stay, if and when I can. I am not sure about what will happen with regard to the clotting problem and the low Hb during my stay, as these are likely to impede my recovery as they have done in the past. I am, however, just glad that a cause has been identified for my excessive bleeding and that there is prospective for a cure or at least a treatment for whatever problem exists.

For this upcoming operation, my surgeon will be installing a negative-pressure wound therapy pump to the surgical sites to draw out fluid and blood that could accumulate under the dressings. This is one thing I'm pretty nervous about since I'm presuming it hurts quite a lot, but I'm optimistic because we have not yet tried this. I've heard lots of good things about it, and my surgeon finds the idea promising, so I can't help but feel the same way!

Medical school has been going pretty smoothly so far; apart from the fact that I may be missing an assessed module that begins on the Monday after the operation. I also have an exam that takes place on Friday, 8th February, but am pretty sure that I will be able to get a no-detriment mark for this, as I have been advised to do for the previous exam.

I have had the most amazing Christmas period ever, and just wanted to thank everyone who cares for me, thinks about me and looks after me. I have had a really happy year, and hope that this year will be happier for me, and for everyone!

Chronic illness and an update

There are so many things that I wish I had done in my life pre-Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome. Of course, I never knew I would get it at the time that I did, but as we all know; hindsight is a wonderful thing.

I came back from university today, and felt like going for a run. It's just a dear shame that I have not been very well for the last year or so, ridden with infections and GI problems, and couldn't go because I'm so weak.

My best friend has been most wonderful to me though, and I know she really deserves a mention here. Without her, I would have more bad days than good days, and somehow she manages to understand why I may be sad or upset, yet tell me that it's okay and I should move on. I'm just a very, very lucky girl, and I know it. She's also having a hard time right now with chronic illness, and her school isn't helping any. In fact, I feel like they're picking on her for it, and I feel terrible that I can't be there with her to stand up for what's true.

Another very dear friend to me has gone with her family to Disney on a Wish Trip, and I've been thinking of them all every day since they left. It's such a joy to read the updates and see photos of what must be such a happy time. It's only sad that illness is forever close by, but my thoughts and prayers remain with them in Florida, for a safe, exciting trip and return!

So, I've been put on Clindamycin as of last week (I do, in fact have osteomyelitis), and I am really bearing the brunt of the symptoms. Apparently it's a high dose, and I'll be on it for two months - I've already had GI upset, and yesterday didn't  make it to uni, as I was unwell on my way in (let's not go there...). I saw my GP yesterday and he's also sure that it's the antibiotic making me this sick. I feel weak and wish that I could just spend my days in bed to recover from what has been such a harsh week on my body. It's a shame that there are still many more weeks to come.

We are no clearer as to what comes next for treatment. I keep seeing people over and over again, but I don't want to and don't like it. My surgeon wants to get all the opinions possible but I am growing tired of being sent around, having to explain myself all the time and hear the same kind of stuff repeatedly. I also have issues with my orthopaedic surgeon and some of the letters he writes, as they portray me in a different light to what's reality and makes me feel awful about myself. I will definitely ask to be copied into the letters in future. Anyway, sorry for the long absence, I'm looking forward to the Christmas break now, and hope you are too. Lots of love x